scenario 1:
- Things are fine
- I am on top of my game
- I am cool
- I am confident
- I am constantly improving
- I have gained control of my life
- This will lead to my victory in all things I desire
scenario 2:
- I am completely wrong about the situations of my life
- I am making these changes far too late
- What I think is being cool is in fact being stagnant and petrified
- I am letting it all just fade away because I am too stupid to act
Most of the time I feel like #1. Then I get these moments, minute or hours where all I can think about is #2. Nothing changes, no one does anything different… it just scares the hell out of me. I recover, I always do – but that either means I am basically sane or completely delusional.
This is gonna be a stressful day 🙂