{"id":1031,"date":"2001-05-21T04:07:54","date_gmt":"2001-05-21T04:07:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.soulhuntre.com\/items\/date\/2001\/05\/21\/off-to-sleep-cough-wheeze\/"},"modified":"2001-05-21T04:07:54","modified_gmt":"2001-05-21T04:07:54","slug":"off-to-sleep-cough-wheeze","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/2001\/05\/21\/off-to-sleep-cough-wheeze\/","title":{"rendered":"off to sleep – cough, wheeze"},"content":{"rendered":"

off to sleep<\/u><\/b> – cough, wheeze<\/p>\n

Ok… a few things here, so I will just touch base on them.<\/p>\n

My rant of a few days ago had some interesting ripples in my life – not the
\nleast of which was finding out that I am more understood than I believed I was.
\nI am still not sure how much of the darker parts of me are or can be accepted –
\nbut I do know it isn’t as hopeless as it seemed… and that those around me
\nfervently wish to find a way in every bit as much as I want them to be there.<\/p>\n

Maybe I can start rebuilding some of the more interesting parts of myself.<\/p>\n

Actually, that is an untrue analogy… maybe I can start taking down some of
\nthe blocks that kept me from being … inappropriate for a long time… now that
\nthose things may be appropriate \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

Maybe it wasn’t such a bad idea to post after all.<\/p>\n

I had a chance to play some more with my digital actress. Here are the latest
\ntest renders. There is nudity… [1<\/a>][2<\/a>][3<\/a>].
\nNow she just needs some different hair. Fortunately, the hair problem is easily
\nsolved with
this<\/a>
\nand
this<\/a>.
\nI love this company!<\/p>\n

Night! The fever calls…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

off to sleep – cough, wheeze Ok… a few things here, so I will just touch base on them. My rant of a few days ago had some interesting ripples in my life – not the least of which was finding out that I am more understood than I believed I was. I am still […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":53156,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"aside","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[278],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1031"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1031"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1031\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/53156"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1031"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1031"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1031"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}