{"id":2047,"date":"2004-04-09T08:59:29","date_gmt":"2004-04-09T08:59:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.soulhuntre.com\/items\/date\/2004\/04\/09\/die-to-please\/"},"modified":"2004-04-09T08:59:29","modified_gmt":"2004-04-09T08:59:29","slug":"die-to-please","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/2004\/04\/09\/die-to-please\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8230;die to please&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote>\n<p><i><b>&#8220;The ones who love us least are the ones we&#8217;ll die to please&#8221;<\/b><\/i><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>I saw that comment on a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.livejournal.com\">LJ<\/a> community called &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/community\/bratty_subs\/\">bratty subs<\/a>&#8221; on a post by someone called &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/users\/virtueandvice\">virtuaandvice<\/a>&#8220;. It stopped me dead in my tracks. It reminded me of how powerfully erotic I feel it is when I am desired in circumstances where I am aloof. it reminded me of how hot I find it when I am in total control of my own libido while someone is trying to pierce that control. The power that comes from denial, from withholding. <\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s more to it, things we can pull from that quote. Maybe it&#8217;s not about loving someone little but rather not letting love get in the way.<\/p>\n<p>Something to think about while I sleep. Have I fallen in this trap? Have I lost the strength that won me the ownership of the ones I care about? Have I slipped so soon?<\/p>\n<p>Sheesh. Now I have to sleep? \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;The ones who love us least are the ones we&#8217;ll die to please&#8221; I saw that comment on a LJ community called &#8220;bratty subs&#8221; on a post by someone called &#8220;virtuaandvice&#8220;. It stopped me dead in my tracks. It reminded me of how powerfully erotic I feel it is when I am desired in circumstances [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":53158,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"aside","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[278],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2047"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2047"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2047\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/53158"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2047"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2047"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2047"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}