it just seemed to help me. I know some people like this… and it’s not bad.<\/p>\n
\n"…He called to say that he\u2019d seen these ads [in the trade<\/p>\n
magazines, touting Andromeda\u2019s runaway ratings success] and read them to<\/p>\n
me. <\/i><\/p>\n
My response was, "That\u2019s all well and good but let\u2019s see if we can<\/p>\n
maintain it." And, he said, "Damn you, can\u2019t you just be happy?" <\/i><\/p>\n
This has been an ongoing theme. People don\u2019t understand that my<\/p>\n
melancholia, for lack of a better word, is not sadness, it\u2019s not being<\/p>\n
unhappy. This is a strange and unfriendly business. I got into it because<\/p>\n
I have never been happy not acting. I want to do that. I don\u2019t want all<\/p>\n
the other stuff. I don\u2019t want the ratings, I don\u2019t want to be judged for<\/p>\n
my ability to sell soap. I don\u2019t want to smile in meetings where I don\u2019t<\/p>\n
feel like smiling, and say nice things where I don\u2019t particularity feel<\/p>\n
like the person deserves to have nice things said to them. <\/i><\/p>\n
So I won\u2019t pretend to embrace it and say "great." I won\u2019t pretend to<\/p>\n
say, "I love it all." I don\u2019t. The only thing I love is being able to act.<\/p>\n
<\/i><\/p>\n
I said to him, "When we\u2019ve done this for three years and we\u2019re still<\/p>\n
number one and I have other projects that I can do because of it, you will<\/p>\n
see a different demeanor."…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n full text<\/b><\/a><\/i><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/td>\n
TAMBURLAINE<\/b><\/p>\n And ride in triumph through Persepolis!–<\/p>\n Is it not brave to be a king, Techelles?–<\/p>\n Usumcasane and Theridamas,<\/p>\n Is it not passing brave to be a king,<\/p>\n And ride in triumph through Persepolis?<\/p>\n TECHELLES<\/b><\/p>\n O, my lord, it is sweet and full of pomp!<\/p>\n USUMCASANE<\/b><\/p>\n To be a king is half to be a god.<\/p>\n THERIDAMAS<\/b><\/p>\n A god is not so glorious as a king:<\/p>\n I think the pleasure they enjoy in heaven,<\/p>\n Cannot compare with kingly joys in earth;–<\/p>\n To wear a crown enchas’d with pearl and gold,<\/p>\n Whose virtues carry with it life and death;<\/p>\n To ask and have, command and be obey’d;<\/p>\n When looks breed love, with looks to gain the prize,–<\/p>\n Such power attractive shines in princes’ eyes.<\/p>\n –<\/p>\n <\/p>\n the full text<\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" A few thoughts at the moment… because I am awake. I know I blogged like 3 hours ago… but here I am again! The crucial thought of the night… What would Tyr Anasazi do? If anyone has any idea why I compulsively reveal my thoughts here on this weblog, let me know \ud83d\ude42 Because it […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":53223,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"aside","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[278],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50851"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50851"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50851\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/53223"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=50851"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=50851"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=50851"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}} |