{"id":50853,"date":"2002-07-23T18:48:14","date_gmt":"2002-07-23T18:48:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.soulhuntre.com\/items\/date\/2002\/07\/23\/zero-to-the-beyond-in-seconds-flat\/"},"modified":"2002-07-23T18:48:14","modified_gmt":"2002-07-23T18:48:14","slug":"zero-to-the-beyond-in-seconds-flat-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/2002\/07\/23\/zero-to-the-beyond-in-seconds-flat-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Zero to the beyond in seconds flat\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"

Right around 10 seconds.<\/p>\n

If I’m right, and it is always possible my perceptions were even then faulty,<\/p>\n

it took PC about 10 seconds to pass on. We had been in the room about 15 minutes<\/p>\n

or so, waiting for a mild sedative to take effect to calm him, Tatsumi, Kimiko<\/p>\n

and I… all sniffling, all miserable. Oddly though, it was something I drew<\/p>\n

strength from. We were not strangers in a room upset about a cat… we were an<\/p>\n

odd sort of family and we were upset about <\/i><\/b>our cat, that<\/b><\/i><\/p>\n

we<\/i><\/b> had to let go.<\/p>\n

Then the doctor had a needle in a vein in his leg, asked if we were ready (we<\/p>\n

sniffled yes) and he slid the plunger in. It took him about 15 seconds to<\/p>\n

finish… and I think it was at most 10 seconds after that till he said "he’s<\/p>\n

gone".<\/p>\n

Another one; gone.<\/p>\n

I shouldn’t be surprised at the speed… now that I think about it all the<\/p>\n

big things happen in a very, very short amount of time… seconds or less in<\/p>\n

fact. You either act or not, speak or not, know or not. Whatever it is your<\/p>\n

supposed to do or not do at that point – there is always a split moment in time<\/p>\n

when it happens… or when it doesn’t. The plunger begins to move… and in the<\/p>\n

final analysis that<\/i><\/b> is when the story was scripted… not in the<\/p>\n

10 seconds that follow.<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Tatsumi<\/a> mentioned that there is a tradition that you can ask the recently<\/p>\n

deceased for a wish, that as they straddle the worlds between here and hereafter<\/p>\n

they might, just might, be able to nudge your life on a different course. There<\/p>\n

in that room, at this point in my life, as I looked back on the last months my<\/p>\n

wish was simple… and seemingly impossible.<\/p>\n

I don’t want to lose anyone else I love.<\/i><\/p>\n

That, my friends, is a whole lot of wish to lay on a cat full of sedative and<\/p>\n

tuna. But then, he was a hell of a cat.<\/p>\n

More later.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Right around 10 seconds. If I’m right, and it is always possible my perceptions were even then faulty, it took PC about 10 seconds to pass on. We had been in the room about 15 minutes or so, waiting for a mild sedative to take effect to calm him, Tatsumi, Kimiko and I… all sniffling, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":53206,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"aside","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[278],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50853"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50853"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50853\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/53206"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=50853"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=50853"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=50853"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}