{"id":50985,"date":"2003-04-02T02:03:25","date_gmt":"2003-04-02T02:03:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.soulhuntre.com\/items\/date\/2003\/04\/02\/you-are-in-my-power\/"},"modified":"2003-04-02T02:03:25","modified_gmt":"2003-04-02T02:03:25","slug":"you-are-in-my-power-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/2003\/04\/02\/you-are-in-my-power-2\/","title":{"rendered":"You are in my power\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"

Went to the TES<\/a> meeting on [[wp:hypnosis]] tonight and I really liked it. I didn’t get any new information because frankly I have had such a great resource in Flagg that until I start doing it again I am up to my eyeballs in raw info.<\/p>\n

I guess what happened was that some of the mystique<\/em> was taken away. The guy giving the seminar was nice and normal.. not nearly as imposing as Flagg is… and so I felt a little less intimidated \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

Anyway, as Flagg has told me… I just need to get back into doing it… so I tried a little with Kimiko on the way home and it seemed to go OK. Just a little tiny thing to extend the rest from a short (2 minute) nap into her feeling more rested than 2 minutes would do. Worked fine.<\/p>\n

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In the dim and misty past I was doing this all the time. Those are stories for another post, the important thing is this; I absolutely understand how to do this… I just need to get back into the habit of doing it. Since my first ‘real’ girlfriend I have been altering dreams, feelings and patterns with directed images and hypnotic states… I just didn’t know what to call them at the time. It was also a large part of my [[wp:BDSM]] world for quite a while till that all went to hell.<\/p>\n

From the looks of things though I will be reclaiming<\/a> this as part of my continuing<\/a> rebirth<\/a> and\/or resurrection<\/a> into the lifestyle and being<\/a> a cooler<\/a> person. This is important, the things that accompany this tool are very good for me – they result in much happier times for myself and those I am involved with.<\/p>\n

I will go so far as to say that much of what made me an attractive and compelling dominant was tied up in my skills in this area. Not necessarily the silly party tricks, but the ability to bring calm, relaxation and contentment to those who ‘scened’ with me… to inspire them to seek more of that feeling and most importantly…<\/p>\n

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To allow them to enjoy those things, those desires and those feelings with self confidence and acceptance.<\/b><\/i><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

In other words, it was a useful way to allow\/help them integrate and accept in themselves and their lives these feelings and desires.<\/p>\n

Sounds good right? Right \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

The important thing is confidence… and I am confident about this now. Something clicked for me tonight and I feel in touch with the skills I used to possess. The ones that helped me acquire Kimiko and win the heart of Tatsumi.<\/p>\n

Not only can this help me get what I want in my life, but it is\/was a lot of fun… for me and those who were my ‘targets’ in these types of things. Also, I can use it to help those around me in a number of ways.<\/p>\n

I’m quite ready to be back in control of “inner space”, a place I was always more powerful in than my physical skills anyway.<\/p>\n

::wink:: Volunteers? <\/p>\n

p.s. Thanks to Flagg for all his patience with me on this, while the TES meeting might have helped me connect it only showed me that there was something there ‘normal’ folks could do… just like you had told me all along. The ‘how’ is all you frood.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Went to the TES meeting on [[wp:hypnosis]] tonight and I really liked it. I didn’t get any new information because frankly I have had such a great resource in Flagg that until I start doing it again I am up to my eyeballs in raw info. I guess what happened was that some of the […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":56252,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"aside","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[278],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50985"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50985"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50985\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/56252"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=50985"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=50985"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=50985"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}