{"id":51010,"date":"2003-04-15T13:43:45","date_gmt":"2003-04-15T13:43:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.soulhuntre.com\/items\/date\/2003\/04\/15\/flip-a-coin\/"},"modified":"2003-04-15T13:43:45","modified_gmt":"2003-04-15T13:43:45","slug":"flip-a-coin-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/2003\/04\/15\/flip-a-coin-2\/","title":{"rendered":"flip a coin\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>scenario&nbsp;1:<\/strong><\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Things are fine<\/li>\n<li>I am on top of my game<\/li>\n<li>I am cool<\/li>\n<li>I am confident<\/li>\n<li>I am constantly improving<\/li>\n<li>I have gained control of my life<\/li>\n<li>This will lead to my victory in all things I desire<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p><strong>scenario 2:<\/strong><\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>I am completely wrong about the situations of my life<\/li>\n<li>I am making these changes far too late<\/li>\n<li>What I think is being cool is in fact being stagnant and petrified<\/li>\n<li>I am letting it all just fade away because I am too stupid to act<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Most of the time I feel like #1. Then I get these moments, minute or hours where all&nbsp;I can think about is #2. Nothing changes, no one does anything different&#8230; it just scares the hell out of me. I recover, I always do &#8211; but that either means I am basically sane or completely delusional.<\/p>\n<p>This is gonna be a stressful day \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>scenario&nbsp;1: Things are fine I am on top of my game I am cool I am confident I am constantly improving I have gained control of my life This will lead to my victory in all things I desire scenario 2: I am completely wrong about the situations of my life I am making these [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":56263,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"aside","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[278],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51010"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=51010"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51010\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/56263"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=51010"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=51010"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=51010"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}