{"id":722,"date":"2001-01-07T00:35:10","date_gmt":"2001-01-07T00:35:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.soulhuntre.com\/items\/date\/2001\/01\/07\/random-notes-screaming-freaks-cut-my-toes-please\/"},"modified":"2001-01-07T00:35:10","modified_gmt":"2001-01-07T00:35:10","slug":"random-notes-screaming-freaks-cut-my-toes-please","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/legacyiamsenseiken.local\/2001\/01\/07\/random-notes-screaming-freaks-cut-my-toes-please\/","title":{"rendered":"random notes & screaming freaks – cut my toes… please!"},"content":{"rendered":"

random notes & screaming freaks<\/u><\/b> – cut my toes… please!<\/p>\n

Let’s be honest, I live an alternative lifestyle. Some of my beast friends
\nare … well odd is too kind a word. I like chicks with piercings and I like
\nusing a whip on soft skin till blood starts to flow. In other words, I am kind
\nof odd too \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

The conventional wisdom is that when your weird you should somehow refrain
\nfrom judging others… and to an extent I can agree with that. For example there
\nare many who think I am simply an abuser and probably a rapist – people who will
\nsimply decide that the partners I am with could not consent to the things we
\nsometimes do together. Because of that, I try and be understanding.<\/p>\n

Let’s look then at another trend. The so-called "modern primitives"
\nmovement is a sort of all encompassing new-age<\/a>
\nweirdness that tries to explain the recent popularity of tattoo<\/a>‘s
\nand piercing<\/a>
\nas a search for spiritual meaning.<\/p>\n

Of course, that’s basically bull. The whole body
\nmodification<\/a> thing is basically rebellion taking yet another form. Nothing
\nspecial, nothing especially spiritual. Sure, piercing or a tattoo can be deeply
\nmeaningful to someone – but so are conventional rings or presents. This is
\nnothing incredibly new.<\/p>\n

In any case, I am all for the loosening up process that has led us to the
\npoint where even good
\ngirls<\/a>[1<\/a>][2<\/a>][3<\/a>][4<\/a>]
\ncan get clit rings. trust me, I am REALLY all for it. The more sweet things with
\nnipple piercing in the world, the happier I am.<\/p>\n

I will also be the first to admit that several of the things I enjoy in my
\nlife (temporarily piercing girls, cutting girls with scalpels and my repeated
\nfantasies of injecting them with saline to temporarily enlarge their breasts are
\namong them…) might well be indications of serious developmental issues from
\ncertain points of view.<\/p>\n

Basically, I can understand why someone would think I am a little twisted for
\nwanting to cut the girl I am with and watch her bleed – and why they would be
\nequally disturbed to know I have found girls who think this is hot as well \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

A glass house, you might say, for my next comment.<\/p>\n

Amputating your own fingers and toes for fun is >not< a personal
\nstatement, a kink or a hobby. It is a symptom of some pretty serious issues you
\nprobably want to see a professional about.<\/b><\/i><\/p>\n

If your curious about what I mean, take a look at the images<\/a>
\navailable. Now, I won’t go so far as to say this guy is crazy – I mean, what do
\nI know about crazy? But I will<\/i><\/b> say that he might want to get in to
\nseem someone qualified to discuss the urges with him. is he nuts for having the
\nurges? The curiosity? Absolutely not!<\/p>\n

But when you take a chisel and knock off one of your toes you might want to
\nconsider some professional help.<\/p>\n

\n\n\n
"At a certain point of
\n going through with the chisel was a spray of blood a little like a
\n little water pistol. <\/b><\/font>Immediately after going through and
\n lifting my foot and noticing that my big toe was now separated, I
\n started pressure with 75mmx75mm bandages. If I would have not used the
\n rubber tourniquets, I might have excessive bleeding, but I didn’t. The
\n blood was about the same as my other toes. Eventually I rested, although
\n I did not sleep well. There was more shock than other toes." – full
\n text<\/a><\/i><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n<\/div>\n

Of course, how could
\nyou just do something like this once<\/a>? <\/p>\n

\n\n\n
"<\/b><\/font>If any of
\n you have further questions, feel free to email me and I will answer any
\n questions you have. Right now I just have three stumps on my left foot
\n and the big toe and 3 stumps on the right foot.<\/i><\/p>\n

Yours in more and better stumps…" – full
\n text<\/a><\/i><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n<\/div>\n

Despite attempts to do so… this sort of thing is not a simple, harmless,
\nlogical extension of the current body modification craze… nor should it be.
\nLet me put it in the simplest terms.<\/p>\n